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Posted 2 Jan 2018Have the courage to follow what I want to do.
Posted 24 Dec 2017On its way.
Ask yourself what is stifling you. Go back to a time when you wanted to roll up in a tight ball like a hedgehog for protection. What are you afraid of losing?
I'm hearing that when you get the message, you get the cure!
I know you are not a great fan of magic thinking, but give it a go.It can't hurt you!
BTW EVERYONE: We are not giving medical advice. If symptoms persist, SEE YOUR DOCTOR.
I wanted to respond to this from the healing thread, but not on that thread.
There have been a few things that are making me want to crawl up and hide. Though, a few have been resolved. What's still lingering in my mind is my boyfriend's move to the other side of the country because he got an amazing promotion. That's happening in a couple weeks. I'll be driving over there with him and staying for a month to see how I like it in the area. Beyond that I don't know what's happening. He wants me to move with him and has been hinting about the possibility of getting engaged.
What scares me is being separated from my family. And it's weird because for some reason when my only focus was school I was very open to the idea of going off to some distant place because I knew that vacations would be spent going home and seeing my parents. Now, if I go to school in a place that is far from both of them, I won't be able to balance my time and some relationship will suffer. I know my parents will always be there for me and it's not like I can't get on a plane and go visit. Also, coming from a very conservative family, I know that my parents won't be okay with me living with a man I'm not married to and it's been an idea ingrained in my head. I wouldn't be okay with it either if I didn't know in my heart that I have a long future with him. I know he wants to make that commitment, but neither of us just wants to rush into it for the sake doing it, I guess.
I'm also scared of what will happen if I don't move with him. He thinks we can figure it out either way and manage long distance, but it still scares me. I don't like the idea of not being able to just hop in the car and see him. And I really think that moving would be good for more than just maintaining our relationship, but it'll give me access to a lot more stuff that will help me accomplish my goals.
While I had read that response from Victoria earlier, I didn't really think on it. Then I watched a video on youtube where someone was explaining why they were moving (I don't know why I clicked on it...I usually don't watch that stuff) and it really got me thinking. And the more I think about it, the more it feels like it's the right decision to try to find a job and establish something in the same city as my boyfriend, even if we don't live together.
Also, I burst into tears as I was writing this. It's not anything I've openly discussed with anyone lately. I have told my boyfriend about my apprehensions and told my mom about struggling with the idea of him moving, but have not really grouped everything together even in my own head. So, thank you for that prompt.
Posted 20 Dec 2017
Posted 18 Sep 2017Yes, I am doing fab I will definitely pop in again when things have slowed down more. Probably more toward the holidays. For now I'll just have an occasional lurk.
LOL, PG I was just about to send you and email about it and then checked the forum first. See you along the path!
Posted 16 Sep 2017Hi everyone!
I haven't been on much the past few months because I think I've just sort of lost interest in psychic phenomenon. However, I have been seeing a lot of synchronicity lately. I just like to take it as a sign that everything is going well. Like having a song stuck in my head that I hadn't heard in years and then I turn on the radio and that's what's playing. Just trivial stuff.
Anyway, there are a lot of changes happening for me. I'm busy at school again and with work and volunteering still. It also seems like I will be moving to the other side of the country next year, but that still isn't definite. At first I was a bit startled by the prospect, but now I feel excited.
I just wanted to pop in and say I miss you guys, but haven't really felt that I have much to contribute to a lot of the new discussions on the forum. But, I do go in and out of phases so I'm sure I'll return to activity when my schedule becomes a bit less demanding.
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